I have been working on a project that has left this blog unattended!
But to be quiet honest I have been procrastinating this moment.
And pretty much asking myself “What are you going to do? what are you gonna write about? how are you gonna make money?
And the answer to that is….
I don’t know!
But what I do know is that I have so much in my head right now and I gotta let it out.
I guess this will be my online mind dump!
I gotta start by saying….What a refreshing day it is!
When you have no kids around for seven hours, what is a mom to do?!
Oh the possibilities are endless!!!!
I had my day planed and I have one hour left…..you should see my face right now!
All these exclamation marks I know!!!!!!
So I’ve been thinking about my new endeavor I have been working on, to jot it all down. All that I have learned and how I’m feeling. My hopes are that someone out there may be going trough the same thing and I’m here to say….your not alone!
I have opened up a shopify store and I’m working on traffic, and social media right now.
It has been a tough journey to say the least.
I have been blogging since 2010, and experimenting in other types of internet marketing, sales and such.
I say experimenting because I don’t stick to it.
I’m like the rest of those people who see something better and want to do that instead.
Very frustrating I admit!
But again I’m sure I’m not alone in this either.
What I have realized is that all of what I have learned and experience trough the years has taken me just a bit further than what I expected. And every time I think this is it, I’m gonna make it!
CRASH, CRASH, CRASH!
That was the sound of my dreams once again shattered!
I have even given up and to an extent I feel like since I have said it, my brain and heart and speaking to different languages.
I’m a very emotional person, so when I feel strongly about doing something my emotions take the best of me and when the going gets tough, in my head I’m finished.
So what do I do when this happens?
Usually give up!
But this time is different. I think is because I’m learning so much about my self, and when you know who you are, you have a bit more confident in what your doing.
At least that’s how, I feel.
The older you get the more you learn from yourself, now is up to you to learn from it and grow. I believe that’s where my life is right now.
Like yesterday I realized that talking to my husband about what’s going on in my head, helps me move forward with the business. I knew this in the past, but the stubborn part of me thinks that I have to do this alone, and well, I don’t!
Not only talking to my husband helps but, laying it all out at the feet of Jesus and doing a prayer dump, does as well. I know I gotta take my own advice sometimes.
Hey I am human and I forget sometimes! :)
So today is just another day of struggle and success!
I think my biggest struggles is within myself. So here’s to braking bad habits and letting God in trusting that HE and on He can help me with my inner struggles, so I can come out the other end stronger!
You know that saying “God doesn’t give us more than what we can handle”
Excuse me for saying “bull crap” to that saying!
I absolutely hate that saying and the lie that people have honestly believed that!
If God doesn’t give us something we can’t handle, how the heck do you expect to grow?
Example: If you are weight lifting and week after week you squat the same weight, do you expect growth?
Well you expect it, but it will not grow, in order to grow you gotta dig deeper, you gotta pick up more weight it’s gotta be tough, you gotta break that sweat!
Growth comes from difficult times!
Okay okay I’m rambling to much now.So for the next time I write it will be an experience, like I said before I don’t know exactly what I’m going to do with this blog, all I know is that I’m learning trough the struggles, and hopefully taking you all in this journey with me.
So here is to growth!